Showing posts with label Bipolar disorder. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bipolar disorder. Show all posts

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Just Enjoy the Show

It's midnight on Wednesday as I write this (Thursday technically but I haven't slept yet), and a lot has happened since Friday. Tomorrow, I will write about all of that. But tonight, I just have this:

Early today, I felt something unusual. I felt hope, and it was simple hope. I have hope that things are going to be nice for me. It was such a total shock to feel this thing, that I just started laughing and crying at the same time. I felt like a lunatic, honestly, haha. And I knew that if I just let myself keep laughing like that, and hoping, I just knew if I did that, it would morph into a kind of feeling I can't get rid of, an overwhelming euphoria and a feeling like I can do anything, whether it makes any sense or not. So... I just breathed, and took a minute to calm down... and I felt really good for having a successful emotion that didn't turn into something crazy.

That's my good thing for the day. Also I found two dollars on the ground in the parking lot. Two good things, then. Did you have a Good Thing today? Post it in the comments.

-Z